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For some reason

April 27th, 2008
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This has been going round and round in my head:


The sands of time are sinking;
The dawn of heaven breaks;
The summer morn I’ve sighed for,
The fair, sweet morn, awakes.
Dark, dark, hath been the midnight,
But dayspring is at hand,
And glory, glory dwelleth
In Immanuel’s land.

O Christ! He is the fountain,
The deep, sweet well of love;
The streams on earth I’ve tasted
More deep I’ll drink above;
There to an ocean fulness
His mercy doth expand,
And glory, glory dwelleth
In Immanuel’s land.

With mercy and with judgment
My web of time he wove,
And aye the dews of sorrow
Were lustred by his love;
I’ll bless the hand that guided,
I’ll bless the heart that planned,
When throned where glory dwelleth
In Immanuel’s land.

I’ve wrestled on towards heaven,
‘Gainst storm and wind and tide;
Now, like a weary traveller
That leaneth on his guide,
Amid the shades of evening,
While sinks life’s lingering sand,
I hail the glory dawning
In Immanuel’s land.

Anne Ross Cousin (can be sung to the tune Rutherford, by Chretien Urhan)

Old fashioned, yes. Of limited application, I guess so. But moving; I’m remembering a lady in Aberdeen who told me that the beginning of the third verse was her testimony …

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Back to the varnishing

April 26th, 2008
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Not much you can say about it … and then to encounter a driver who was, to say the least, inconsiderate – a stretch of road near our house narrows to a single track, and there are traffic lights to control who goes when. My son (8) and I, on bicycles, had a green light, and were cycling through – an oncoming car came through a red light – we dismounted for safety – don’t know what to think …

Our 11 year old daughter is being taught cycling proficiency at school, and was told by a traffic warden that, whatever her parents might say, she should cycle on the road, and not on the pavement …

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Clarification

April 25th, 2008

UCU = University and College Union (my trade union) …
UCUE = UCU Edinburgh (our local branch) …
EUCU = Edinburgh University Christian Union …

And, as always, many thanks for praying …

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Sometimes I wonder

April 24th, 2008

Just getting through each day seems to take up all of my resources. I’m a member of UCU, and tried a while back to become more involved. If I can ever fight my way back to the surface, I may try again. Just now, though, work is simply overwhelming – I can’t do it – but I have to …

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Energy levels low

April 23rd, 2008

And it’s only Wednesday …

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More varnishing

April 20th, 2008
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I’m slow, I know. I’ve never been happy with the story of the tortoise and the hare, because I always think that the hare ought to have won, but I am definitely a tortoise.

Quite enjoying the feeling that we may finally be turning the corner into spring, though it’s still cold out …

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Varnishing

April 19th, 2008
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The new windows and doors are nice, but we’ve been left the job of varnishing all the wooden bits. I’m trying to maintain steady progress – that’s the bathroom and kitchen done – I’ll hopefully start on the study later – and to-morrow do a second coat in the study, and the first coat in the utility room. But next, taxi duty …

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Relax

April 17th, 2008

Truth?

April 17th, 2008

I am not qualified to take up tractor girl’s rant – one of my problems (which is being identified through counselling) is that I tend to see all the greys, all of the different ways of looking at something, and then can’t clearly choose a radical way forward. And for much of my life, I probably haven’t seen the church and the gospel as belonging together – that sounds horrific, but I came to faith through a para-church organisation, whose clearly presented view of the gospel appeared to me to be something quite different from the somewhat vague message emanating from the church.

I guess that I do believe in Heaven and Hell, but am (myself) somewhat vague about what they are, and who ends up where. I cannot believe that a person who has led a good life (and, yes, you can all chorus at me that no-one is good, but you know what I mean) is going to be consigned to hell just because they never went forward at a Billy Graham rally (or something similar). So perhaps I don’t see getting people into church as a priority (and if I did, I would be so frustrated at the church’s unwillingness to adapt so that it might be the kind of place where people want to be that I would probably quickly find myself back in a psychiatric hospital). Another reason why I would find myself locked up would be my frustration with myself – I have difficulty communicating with people – whether it’s because I have Asperger’s, or something else, I am unable to carry the kind of conversation that we are told to have in order to convert people.

The thing is, tractor girl, I agree with you – with my heart – it’s just that my head asks – yes, but, how?

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To brick

April 16th, 2008
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As in, for example, “do it this way, or you could brick your router (or NAS box, or whatever)” …

It seems to mean, more or less, to render inoperable. We’re trying to get a Nintendo DS online; but it turns out that our router needs a firmware upgrade. So if I disappear, you’ll know what’s happened …

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